W i c k e d i c y

So it's been a while...

2012-02-01T19:24:00.003+08:00

Absent for too long here. it seems like that the tagboard is flooded with spam. -.-"
Gonna be changing into a mini layout soon. perhaps this weekend when I have some other extra time to blog and design a new skin.

I know I'm not that good but hey, I'm doing this bc i like it. not to impress. just wanted to share. this is my online journal after all.

and something i did during my 5 minute break from studying for my quizzes and tests.

the quality of the photos aren't that good except the first one, bc the others are taken from my twitter account. :P uploaded them via phone so lazy to transfer the image file to my lappy

by this week, perhaps we'll be doing an access project. but i still insist on doing html. my lecturer allows it even if I'm the only one who does it lol! Hey I'm okay with that ;)

Oh what a hectic week it was.

2012-01-12T13:16:00.006+08:00

Tests and quizzes non stop with assignments piled up and the due-date is around the corner! Okay some of you might be grossed out to see 2 of the photos below! Be well prepared!

tadaaaa! we did a dissection of rat and found out of of the rats was pregnant only after dissecting it. aww. It wasn't my rat though. mine was fine. Didn't get to take a photo of mine (but there is a few in Feeza's camera) bc i didn't want to get my phone all nasty with the rat's flesh and everything else on it. I did took a photo of my friend's rat bc i was done with my rat at that time.
here's another one :D

& i gotta tell just how much i love this eyeshadow :) I owned it for a while now but i rarely use it. But for today, i wore it too class just for fun :)

the last picture can be clicked for a larger preview :D

Well I still have another class at 4pm later on. I think I'm gonna take a nap. I rarely get those these days. K bye now :)

People like to judge others, & tend to agree with their friends

2011-12-27T19:42:00.003+08:00

I have an acquaintance with a colleague who is friends with my enemy, we smiled to each other but after some incident happen where by my gang gained a gang of enemies which some of them happens to be friends with this person I'm talking about. So from then onward, never even saw this person smiling or even looking at me. Well obviously this person has to notice me when we actually walked in a hall side by side pfft wtf man? But yeah the thing is, the enemies of mine probably told a lil something to this person without this person knowing the truth!

But you see, the thing is, I'd do the same thing so that my friend wont be friends with any of my enemies. But say what? I didn't, I just told 'em what happened. I even said at some point, I did some mistakes in provoking the gang to get mad when I'm already pissed at them. Well I admit I was not totally right. But hey they were being rude first. I can't stand people will no manners.

I'm just sad that some people just believe their friends' perception about another with even trying to know that person themselves first.

Okay who would want to be friends with your friends' enemy? It's okay not to, but just so you know that, that enemy of theirs isn't as bad as they said she/he was, it's good enough. Need not for you to post some idiotic fb status about the person form example ME. Oh please, we are still friends in FB remember?

Now my aunt asked me to cook something which I've never cooked before! I might not be the best cook around but I know a few things about cooking. She went to the office and didn't manage to cook some veggies she had already dice up. So she asked me to do it instead, heck I don't know how to, but she just told me to do anything with it. & so i DID. The outcome?

tadaaaaa

My aunt tasted it just when she got back from work, she said that was how it was supposed to taste like. omg i'm so pro! lol jk xD

A post after a long (kinda long?) absence

2011-12-26T20:21:00.007+08:00

So yeah first of all. Ta daaa :D new skin. I know the image isn't that "awesome" but hey not too shabby eh. Well what ever your view might be about the image or the whole layout itself, I spent quite a while on 'em especially the image so I like itttttt.

As you may already know, it is the holidays! Well it was xmas yesterday. Happy belated xmas to those who celebrates it :D I'm staying over at my aunt's house bc mine is well, empty, I mean, no one is home, they went to Labuan (my hometown) and went back here to KL this morning. I didn't join them bc they went back during a busy week of mine in which a lot of quizzes, assignments and tests to do/study for. I didn't go home now knowing that they just got back, bc I decided to spend some time with my cousins. They are noisy but yeah fun to be with - kids :D && they have this cute pet for a while now, about more than a year i think, here's BroBreep

a few random new born kitties @ college.
& a kinda old photo of me (taken in september) bc I don't have a new one. (I do but.. It would be boring if all the photos I post comes from a single batch right?)

&& good god we ate a lot last night!! Before we went out, I ate spaghetti that I made, I didn't knew we were going out. Well then we went to Tutti Frutti. Didn't took any photos! Forgotten to do so, ughh shucks! We immediately eat the yogurt once we get to sit down hahaha. & then We went to Domino's pizza. Ate the whole regular pizza for myself. My aunt and my cousins ate the other pizza. Yeah we bought 2 regular pizza for the price of one, & the funny thing is, they costs cheaper than the total price of the frozen yogurt at Tutti Frutti. But it was worth it :D

Well it's dinner time so I better get smth to eat now. Till then. bye :D

A post before i get started on my work D:

2011-12-17T11:49:00.005+08:00

So yeah i better get started on my assignments, and study for some upcoming quizzes & tests -.-" I'm totally swamped this week, with the never ending work ugh. Glad to escaped from everything last Thursday night. Went to watch the new M.I movie, Ghost Protocol with Ad, Nasha, Sara, Eyd, & Jeppa. :D It was awesome ;) Since everyone of us has class the next day (well except jeppa) so we went back to college right after the movie. && some random recent photo of me :

& the watermark due to frequent picture stealing losers

so yeah i should get back to work now. bye :)
p/s: feeza didn't joined bc she got a Mat quiz the next day & has to submit some tutorial for it too D:

A lilttle too much time in between classes :3

2011-12-05T12:14:00.006+08:00

I actually have a ton of assignments & work to do but...... oh well. Nasha just got admitted. & of course we are all worried of her. We hope she recovers from her severe fever. & comes back as healthy as she ever was. Doesn't mean that we shouldn't smile right? Smile for our friends in need so they would probably smile too thus eases her pain even if only the slightest bit of it, at least the person would of known she or he has someone there in his/her life when ever they are in their darkest period.

It's Monday so it's formal day. Dress code for Monday is formal attire so.. explained the baju kurung. Changed to a baby T bc i got like 3 hours before my next class starts.

&& isn't it funny how followers come and go just like that?

Money

2011-12-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

Now I'm kinda a big spender. But hey, my $$ is mostly spent on food, food, some random cute thing i come across, food, food, & more food. Then comes the hunt for apparels which comes just a few times in a month bc I'd be out of money bc I'd be spending most of them on food, food & food.

Okay I know I'm skinny & I'm 19, but I have a metabolic age of a fourteen y/o kid. -.- went to some herbalife to go & have some kind of check up or smth. & I know I'm underweight & stuff.. even when I eat a lot. -.- & they said my bone weight can't support me either. Well then how can I still wear heels & walk all day at the same time?

It's my mom's genes! -.-

Still, I'd like to be at least normal for my next BMI check. -.-

Oh just so you know, the lady from herbalife was fat. Period. Okay fine she wasn't that fat, but when she said she wears a size 27-jeans and can slipped out from it WITHOUT unbuttoning the buttons and opening the zippers, ooohhhh she went too far. Oh please you ppl gotta see her for yourself -.-

They keep on talking about marketing while what my friends want was only to buy their product & get it done with. They talk about how rich you can get at a very young age, how people with steady careers are willing to give up what they have and do this marketing thing with herbalife and are oh so successful, they even said a doctor gave his career up for this.

The owner came and told his salary was 33k per month.

But the fact that he doesn't look like someone that rich, made him so pathetic. & the stories he tells... The way he tells them, it was as if he was rly trying too hard to get us hooked.

Hello, they tell college/university students that doing marketing for this product can get you rich at a very young age & you can get all skinny and pretty at the same time. Some dumbo might fall for it.

Okay fine. Perhaps there are people who find success in such way as in marketing herbalife's products. But do you rly need to make believe the students to do these things? Some might need the money just that much but in order to market this stuff you gotta invest first in which you said some of the students were willing to do part-time jobs just to get the money to start investing. And you said they were rly poor, needed the money, fat too. I guess driven by the amount of money you said this individual would get would of driven her to do part-time jobs, including marketing your product annddd study at the same time! But then, the stories you tell are probably too good to be true that the person is now successful.

& you said this 23 y/o guy earns as much as you do which is 33k per month. You are like 50 smth? & you said you've been doing this for about 6 years right? Then there's a 23 y/o guy who has just started & in over 1-2 years has the same amount of salary as you get each month?

Oh yes. Your stories are the "greatest".

I know money itself makes a ton of people crazy. Everyone including myself wants it, wants more & more of it. Just imagine the endless money. Oh....
Okay sorry you lost me for a momebt there. But seriously? Working your butt of the proper way is perhaps the best way yet to achieve success. That is to concentrate on your studies, but of course a part-time job is needed if you don't have money, but only when necessary. Shortcuts like doing marketing for some company/product or whatever in which you have to invest a lot first, that promises you a luxurious life, might not be the answer.

& I'd say that if I'm someone who has a steady job, a steady salary, lets say, a Doctor, I'd never quit just to do this stupidity like someone you mentioned lah. That is just plain stupid. Unless he retires and do this not as his career or smth. Pffft.

&& good lord, of you would of lie to ppl, tell em stories, perhaps try logical ones with evidences & facts.

Who knows if what you told were the truth. A doctor stupid enough to quit and do.. what? "hey guys come here & buy this product, let me tell you how good it is!". I do believe eating some of the products you have might lessen their weight in order to be thinner & healthier, based on your old picture proves it, they do cost a hell lot anyway. But those marketing stuff? Screw it.

Sometimes, I post from my heart.

2011-11-09T14:27:00.002+08:00

Yeah back with a simple skin. I have just been wondering how I've been taking granted of all the things I happen to be luckily be surrounded with. I have. I realize that. I do this from time to time bc I know how easy it is to simplu forget to be grateful for what we got. Seriously you better start realizing now before everything you once had is gone. Bc they say, you wont know how much something or someone values until you lost them. Or at least, almost.

I've been thinking lately, that it is human nature to just want more than of you currently have, I honestly think that it's a good thing. It helps us to gain success by giving us the will to success (in a healthy way of course). But we also need to be grateful of what we already have. Not everything might be your cup of tea. That is life, there has to be some good and bad stuff in it. Bad stuff gives us something, that something shows or gave us the value the good stuff. Don't you think so?

One would only know of a certain sorrow only if he or she has gone through the same pain. Same goes with happiness.

Picture below was taken in a restaurant I went to have breakfast, somewhere in Kundasang, Sabah :)

Hi

2011-11-06T19:07:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda more like on semi-hiatus. Yeah kinda. I'm just so bored. So so bored. Played sudoku, blocks, & all other brainiac games all day long -.- Well at least it's good for the brain ;)

Some photos for ya ;D

Hiatus

2011-11-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

Results are out tmrw! & here are a few of the photos i took for the past weekend.

Didn't get to meet Yaz D: but it's okay, perhaps next time :) I wont be posting much!

I'm sick of this skin. Imma make a new one soon enough when I rly got nth to do. Just too lazy nowadays.

Aaaaa! Smiling problems?

2011-10-23T11:46:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not blogging. I just don't know what to blog about. But here's something! Yesterday my mom, my sisters n i went to have breakfast. So we went to Malindo Restaurant n yeah it has been a while since our last visit there. So yeah lemme say this okay, none, i say NONE OF THE WORKERS THERE SMILED! I've been tought to smile everywhere i go to n to anyone i see or stumble upon, ethically that is a good thing. But seriously if you are working regardless of what job it may be, smiling is supposed to be a part of your job. Is it that hard? Really? Smile man smile? One of 'em did tried to smile but then it seems to be insincere. Pfft. But okay i'll take that as an effort despite that it seems insincere so okay.

&&& then went to cherry hair salon. My sister got her hair cut n i washed my hair. My hair smells like cherry hehehehe I LIKE IT!

For dinner, we went to get smth from McD. Again, the cashier didn't smile............... I feel like inventing a device that can force ppl to smile.

Okay look! I don't bloody care if you're having a bad day or such. Even a friend of mine can smile evntho someone close to her had just passed away. But of course it wasn't the smile of the century but at least she looks sincere. So what is your excuse of not smiling? It isn't that hard anyway. +, i seriously dont get ppl who think smiling makes them look uncool or smth bad. Pfft. Get your brain fixed.

P/s: i'd like to do those tag questions things , but perhaps later yeah? :)

Again? Poseurs? Pathetic & Hilarious

2011-10-11T19:15:00.006+08:00

Pffft :/ I thought this was over years ago. I've kept a low profile since after the end of friendster's glory years. ahhhh. Just so you know i don't have a tumblr account. I don't have "tagged" account either. & I only have one facebook account. That of which i have linked on the left sidebar. pfft.

Finally a new skin for my baby bloggie

2011-10-10T12:24:00.005+08:00

Well what do you know now? A new skin for my baby bloggie!

So yeah i took approximately 2-3 hours for this one. & of course i wont be changing it as often as i used to back then. I don't even update that much as i used to either. At least now this blog finally gets its new skin after about a year.

& you should also know that my portfolio's website is dead. I'll revive it when i feel like doing so lol.

Oh well I'm tired now. && oh i have finally fully recovered from the fever i had. :)

p/s: ignore the photo :/
pp/s: yeah updating pretty much using my phone so certain image/text alignments might differ sometimes

Pathetic

2011-10-02T17:11:00.001+08:00

I'm too tired to nag. But isn't it sad when a really good friend of yours get bullied n backstabbed by her own housemates? Pffft.
Pathetic. Enough said.

Photos of me after i got back from feeza's house

A new day

2011-09-28T10:40:00.002+08:00

Well everything went fine after the post yesterday. Back to studying!

Complicated

2011-09-27T21:33:00.001+08:00

Life is sometimes complicated. It started out to be simple but we are the ones who seemed to be complicating it as we go along the journey. I can't get it sometimes. Sometimes we stumble upon such issues that should have been managed oh so easily yet again the people themselves seemed to complicate things. Why can't we just tolerate even the slightest bit with others? Is it that difficult to do so or is it our inner ego in each and everyone of us? Why can't the world have only happy moments and none at all of the bad ones? Is it that easy for us to fall apart into million pieces without even giving an effort to work something out? Is it that damn hard?

I'm not someone who easily falls apart and weep. It is even hard for me to let things go at times. Yet im tryin' to. I might not be someone who shares everyhthing that is going on with my life but yes everyone has their own issues. Yes perhaps i should have already adapted to your behavior and yes i care for you like a lot. You're my friend and all but when are you gonna learn that you actually need to wake up from that world of yours. Get back to reality in which there are actually others who have feelings too. Who actually hates certain things you do too. You're not the only one who is trying to live your life now.

Im tired. When will you be aware of yourself. Try to put yourself in others' shoes. How'd you feel? Im human, i might not always be right. But sometimes, i cant always be wrong.

Finals!

2011-09-24T10:14:00.001+08:00

So yeah im rly busy so see ya after my finals end

The photos were taken in the morning when i was still sleepy. Ignore em :D

Eid 2011

2011-09-06T18:09:00.001+08:00

It's sad to leave my hometown especially my mom n my sisters :c I had such a great week in Labuan celebrating eid with my family and friends. I love you guys. I love you mom, sis.. :')

It aint too late to seek forgiveness from everyone now so I sincerely apologize for everything that I've done that might of offend any of you. I come in peace lol~ :) Happy Eid to all muslims n may Allah bless you :)

Well my xoxo girls + safwan and I had lunch at Secret Recipe today. Safwan had a haircut afterwards and it was such an awesome haircut i tell you! Lol i forgot to take a photo of him after he got the haircut though lol

Hey guys

2011-08-23T10:20:00.001+08:00

Nth much going on. It was my birthday last saturday and i had a blast. I thank you all who wished me a happy birthday. I was sincerely touched ;) i cant update much. Super busy month for me especially in september soon. So yeah that's all i love you! :D

Stupidity

2011-08-14T23:46:00.001+08:00

This post aint actually about stupidity. Just wanted to set the title with it. Sometimes, and most of the time something or mostly everything will go wrong. Nothing is perfect. Even such inventions don't have entirely 100% effeciency. Hm. People say it is not called life if everything went the way you want it to be, they say love does not exist without pain, & they also say to just live your life n seize the opportunities you have.

I would prefer to have a perfect happy life no matter what people say. I know that might be mission super impossible but what the heck. At least if i tried i might get myself ssuuupppeeerrr lucky! Pffft as if that is gonna be true -.-"

I make mistakes too. I'm human, I dont do glitches but yes i do make mistakes. Life is short. Yes people you should enjoy life while you're still living, breathing n moving. Live your life moderately, perhaps a lil bit more at times, perhaps a lil bit less.

I'm learning from my mistakes. We wont stop learning till the very last moment of our lives. We will make mistakes to the very end. Just be smart enough not to repeat the same mistakes twice or more.

Idk what the hell am i mumbling about. Idk. I miss my family. I miss the moments where my family and I last celebrated Eid togther. You know back when i was 8 y/o, everything was super fine, i didnt know much back then but it seemed to be better than of now at times. You know when you were 8 all u know is a happy world filled with endless happy colorful pretty cute things

I'm just feeling super down today. & i hate the fact that when i think im getting myself closer to god but then somehow something bad seemed to happen n then i kinda think it is a test from god which makes me just wanna be invinsible by not getting myself closer neither farther from Him. - just bc i hate the "tests" He gave me? Wtf i know this sounds wrong but im not strong enough to deal with such Tests oh god.

Westin! & malaya steamboat ;)

2011-08-12T17:31:00.003+08:00

doesn't that look yummy to you? umph! it is :D (at Westin Hotel Kuala Lumpur)

that was two nights ago. Last night went to have break fast (is that what they call it in english? idk LOL i've never said i know everything!) at Malaya Steamboat with the whole classmates! + Ainul & Shida :D and 5 of our lecturers :D Sir Shah, Sir Fairuz, Miss Zarini, Miss Nisa & Sir Azizi.

Surprised Saraa & Nasha with a surprise birthday party! It was super fun. I didn't manage to take a lot of photos, i only took a couple of pics. pfft. Feeza, Safwan and I was busy organizing everything and making sure everything went smoothly. Glad that it did. Glad that Saraa's bf agreed to be there and surprise her as well! Glad that everyone cooperated very well. Including the lecturers! You guys rock ;D

kinda funny when actually Saraa planned to go out with her bf at first so she couldn't come with us, the surprise party would be ruined yes? so we kinda stole (LOL) her bf's number and called him after class telling about our plan on surprising sara. the thing is nasha thought the surprise was only for sara, actually it is also a surprise party for her since we didn't get to celebrate hers bc she went home on her birthday. when sara saw her bf she was like ":OOO omg babi bangannggg" hahaha :D it was funny. & Nasha screamed when she saw her name was on the birthday cake as well LOL. The lecturers just laughed and didn't mind all the hectic screaming situation as we weren't in class haha.

Probably gonna put some photos taken by others to show you guys how was it like last night. Till then, bye! :D

i was holding the cake :3

xoxo ♥

Hi baby bloggie :3

2011-08-10T15:55:00.001+08:00

So yeah i miss you guys, i miss blogging, n i miss making skins. I'm sorry what can i do? I'm too busy with college now. I hope you guys understand, especially you my baby bloggie &hearts;

So yeah talk to you guys later. N u too my baby bloggie!! Xoxo
& just so you know, i only have time to blog with my phone so idk hw to adjust the image size from this app but oh well. Just downloaded it so just might blog more often perhaps? Or not bc i have a lot of quizzes n tests every week! Yes people, every week. So i in deed dont have the time for such idiotic matters such as posting about someone who makes me nauseous for even just thinking about her. Pfffft. Get that straight missy. I know i just did but not detailed!

P/s: the photo below is taken @ Mardi, Cameron Highland. :)

alone

2011-07-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I'm bored and since i'm alone waiting for tika to come, i might as well blog yes? I can't do anything fancy though. I actually wanted to wander around this place (kl central) but since i hv a hand luggage with me, lptp n my hand bag, i rather sit down enjoying an oreo mcflurry at mcdonald's.

So okay in about 10-15 mins, tika will arrive so till then i'm free. It's kinda crowded here, well figured it wont be this crowded but it is. Probably bc it's mid sem break for college/uni students. Omg you must be bored reading this entry eh? Sorry :(

I'll stop. Probably will edit this entry n put up some photos once tika is here. K bye now!

yay photo spam :D :D

2011-07-09T10:56:00.003+08:00

low resolution, taken using webcam D:

& hey!
you can view these photos in my facebook account. (for larger views)

i also don't mind showing those fugly rabbit teeth of mine just bc :)

Surprise :D

2011-07-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

I actually have a surprise for you my baby bloggie :3
I've gotten myself a new hair cut :D :D But i don't really like it :( I want my hair to be long long long, way long long long. Lol :P went to cut it bc i think it is kinda messy D:
I haven't taken any pictures yet but here are some photos before the haircut :D

&& went shopping with my dad @ KLCC last night <3
didn't get to shop that long bc went there at 8pm so every shop was about to close at 10:30 D:

Bought a new bag though :P it was on sale lol!

facebook

2011-06-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

i've
~~deactivated~~
my facebook account. It's temporary so yeah, until i can reboot my confidence back, you wont be seeing me there.

I've reactivated it :)

College

2011-06-21T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggers! ^^
I've been wanting to change my layout. I mean, make another one :) But it's sad that i have seriously more work than any of the past semesters'! I barely even have time to go out and literally live my life -.-" ahh work work work. tons of assignments, work, assignments, work, assignments, work!

D: I hope i get to make another blogskin :/

I love this

2011-06-18T12:26:00.000+08:00

his covers are awesome. check it out :)

Sad

2011-06-17T17:23:00.002+08:00

I know i said i'm inactive and all but i just had to express myself.
I just hated BEL class today. it started out to be fun. but not anymore. I feel so down. I feel and i think and i'm positive that the lecturer hates me. I'm sorry i know i'm not that good in english, and i'm not showing off if that is what you think i'm doing in class during those debates, but seriously? I'm sorry but i just feel so down and i don't feel like going to the next BEL class.

Sorry

2011-06-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

I'm inactive

A crappy webcam photo after physics class ends. I'm sorry but i'm inactive. Thanks for tagging guys, I'll reply later k? :D

Tc now :) Bye

Oh blogger is back?

2011-05-14T09:45:00.002+08:00

Well I'm going to Kemaman, Terengganu today so i'll see you guys in a couple of days. I'm glad that blogger is back. & i wore a lil bit of eye makeup in the picture above.

People keep on saying that the results are coming out on the 25th. I honestly wanted it to come out earlier than that. Well i still check my mail every single day and the U's website to check on any news regarding the result LOL. Anxious to know actly.

I hope all of you are doing fine, thanks for your time :)

:)

2011-05-08T23:06:00.006+08:00

Guess who took the first photo? Well it wasn't me. A'an keep on playing games whether in rl life or virtually like in the photo above. Showed Gabby the draft of an upcoming blogskin. I probably wont change mine for a while but will submit or just give the codes away here :/ Watched Thor 3D and The lost blade's man. Nothing new, still missing him. Oh wait, bumped into Ah Kee / Henry at Alamanda LOL. Ate a lot of pizzas lately. && fast foods, omg i'm gonna get fat - i wish. Okay idk what to write much so bye

boys will be boys

2011-05-03T17:30:00.004+08:00

sorry for the low quality image D:
well spot the two kids ? lol - my cousins. these are the ones i'm talking about. i'm helping to look after them for a while. they can sure like hell make a mess lol. well they r boys. short post. dunno what to write about much

&& oh, going out soon after this post ♥

I'm home (kinda)

2011-05-01T21:17:00.003+08:00

fake smile fake smile fake smile fake fake fake smile

My finals were over yesterday and i just went home today. well not actually my home, i'm at my aunt's house to help her to look after her children who are my younger cousins. I didn't go to my stepmom's place which where i should have been right now bc she gotta send my baby bro to my er, step-granny? - since our new maid ran away pffft. So there won't be anyone to look after him once my stepmom goes to work. If i was even there i wouldn't be able to help much since i wont be sure that i'd stay in the house 24/7.

I'm glad that it's the semester break yet i hate it since i gotta be far from him :/
&& scared to death to know my results especially on physics. -.-" actually only scared to know my ctu and physics results :/ i think i did kinda okay for the others.

tag will be replied soon enough, went shopping at the mines after my aunt fetched me at the college. Then went home and cleaned the whole place. after bathing, i cooked home made spaghetti. now the boys are playing video games and i'm here bloggin'. tired, so bye *waves virtually*

p/s: the pictures were taken in my dorm b4 i leave

Photospam b4 the finals!

2011-04-15T19:49:00.003+08:00

Just so you know, i was sick for the past 2 days. But no worries since i'm all okay today :) so Tieka & I took some photos. I'm still a lil bit pale but i assure you that i'm okay already :)

FINALSS

2011-04-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

read!

source: here
well i'm okay so don't worry guys :) Finals r comin' so i won't be blogging for a while. see you next month!

Eh wtf girl?

2011-04-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

eh wtf girl? say wut now?

kalau dah title ex tu, buat la mcm mmg dah ex okay. lntak la kau nk jadi kawan je ke ape ke, at least xyah la kau nak tersalah mms konon. kalau skali ok a kot. ni lebih pulak tu. mak aih, aku tau la aku x cantik mane pon, tp ko igt ko tu comel sgt atau cantik sgt la buat pose pemende mcm budak2 pakai contact lenses nak wat mate besar pastu send kat pakwe aku? aku x marah, pelik je ngan ko ni. aku langsung x hirau sb die mmg dah xnk kan kau, die dah warning kau jgn kacau die tp sebok nak tehegeh-hegeh nakkan die. kalau xde aku pon, nak ke die balik ngan kau weih? lepas ape yang kau wat ngan die? kau berani tak tau malu nakkan die balik pulak. pergh sial hebat la lu. memang tersangat-sangat x leh belah a. x faham dgn orang tak tau malu macam kau ni.

sorry lah aku bekurau sni ah. inda jua bisai mun besia nda merati apa uja ku mun ku bekurapak brunei ah

sorry for talking in malay

MONDAYYYY

2011-03-28T17:44:00.004+08:00

it was formal day so i wore baju kurung

hi bloggers, blog readers, blog skinners, tutorial peeps, & everyone else :D Final exam is around the corner so imma be busier than ever now that the gaps between my papers is only a day and some doesn't even have gaps D:

It's Monday so gonna eat my favourite chicken chop tonight :3 yay!
&& well i just hope that all of you are fine and everything goes well :)

Photo spam!

2011-03-20T01:40:00.003+08:00

Tika and i was bored so we both got a makeover and took a lot of photos xD -again

Sorry for the bad quality photos, they were only taken with a webcam so yeah.
more @ my facebook profile :D

Physics?

2011-03-18T19:13:00.001+08:00

Yeah i 'love' it

Smile

2011-03-17T14:29:00.003+08:00

A smile doesn't always mean one is happy or delighted. It just helps to hide the real sorrow and pain inside. :') Everything is a blur to me. It is indescribable. Sometimes you just wanna cry and scream out all the pain that has been trapped inside of you for so long yet you didn't. You smile and take it easy like everything is absolutely fine. Telling jokes and having a good time with your friends. Laughing, singing, gossiping together. Move on with life - as you say. - as you wanted. - as you hoped that you could do so. But no matter where we are, how far we went, those unresolved past will come to the present and we can no longer avoid it. We have no other choice than to face it. To resolve it. Not to run away as we did in the past. My life hasn't been perfect. Except the part where Ad and I are happy together. Having someone there where ever and when ever you need them no matter in what condition - is the greatest blessing of all. I feel so insecure of myself lately. The feeling kills me inside when the truth reveals itself one by one. I was in denial. I still can't accept who I really am. I keep seeing photos of myself, ugly ones, making me more insecure.

I can simply get emotionally down and suddenly be a loner. IDK why. Remember those days where you might of have felt like sitting in a corner alone and do nothing but stare blankly at the wall or just to cry pointlessly?

Life is full of crap

2011-03-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

Everything went wrong today. Everything! An idiotic incident in the morning while I was taking my breakfast where a moron accidentally hit me with her towel after she had just taken her bath. - I was eating..... >:( I took a last bite, I threw the rest of the food afterwards. An apology perhaps? NONE. Went to BEL class, kinda okay. In PHY class, was frustrated to see I only got 68% for the recent quiz. My answers were correct but the lecturer marked it wrongly. I didn't concentrate at all. I don't even know what he was teaching about in the class. Before the class ends I asked him about the quiz, bla bla bla, he marked it wrongly, so a 88% for me -.-" Then start the period pain. fk it...... For the past week, I was hoping to hang out with my dad whenever possible which is whenever he's in KL. He said to come yesterday but a slight change to the plan and rearranged it to today. Yet it didn't happen and my father and I didn't get to hang out together. I was depressed. I guess I miss him too much. Up till now, I took a few tablets of paracetamol for the period pain, it slightly eases the pain. I wanted to complain and nag more about today but there are things I can't share in public. I can only do so privately. You just might not know who just might read your blog these days.

Once in a blue moon?

2011-03-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

~~will edit this post later.~~
is happy

Wordy post

2011-02-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought that some so called "improvement" to the education system is somewhat an addition to the students' burden list? seriously? fuck it. I had enough of memorizing those stuff during my secondary school life. The previous batches didn't even have to do this. Why do our batch has to do it? Fuck. This is what you called improvement to the system? FUCKTARDS YOU'RE SUCKING THE LIFE OUTTA ME!

:3

2011-02-24T15:53:00.001+08:00

i was laughing at some photos of Azha and I

HEYYYYY

2011-02-14T21:18:00.007+08:00

hey guys!
i know that i've been MIA for so so long and i'm really sorry for that (& sorry for being inactive in RVVS too). i guess i've kinda lost interest in blogging when i'm in college. & oh there have been changes in this sem's break period. Instead of a month + 2 weeks I'll only have about 3 weeks of holiday! But the end year break is supposed to be 4 months so i'll be pretty bored then and so need not to worry, I'll be posting up a lot of stuff here i guess. Unless i get busy doing part time job or smth. (which is probably not bc i'm lazy & bla bla bla)

Well so far so good. There have been more ups than downs lately. :) I hope you guys are doing pretty well too. There have also been a lot of crazy things lately. Oh man I don't even know where to start. Igtg though. I kinda got tons of work to do. So see you guys whenever possible :)

p/s : I'll reply your tags soon^^ thanks for keeping my tagboard alive ♥ && there are too many questions on formspring D: i think imma reply that one a lot later && also thanks for those who followed this blog^^

Indescribable

2011-01-03T15:22:00.004+08:00

Feeling so down & it is so indescribable. To know how easy it is for us to get offended by those we love the most is miserable. Yet to know how easy it is for them to make us happy has lighten up the pressure

Bored

2011-01-02T16:36:00.005+08:00

My roommate and i took a lot of photos together. Posting more of 'em up on facebook soon. We were bored.

Thanks

2010-12-31T15:20:00.002+08:00

to those who supports me. I'll take off the tagboard for a while :) & don't worry i'm not chickening out like that certain someone 'ahem' who doesn't even uses her real name like cb. I'm not mad well i kinda am but not so much since i think it is so funny that there is actly someone like that exists. I guess you're insecure and really furious of me somehow idk why. N lol the spelling mistakes LMAO.

Noobass

2010-12-31T08:35:00.005+08:00

Well i'm back at college now. Spent a lot of time with my dad and my bf yesterday ♥ we had so much fun. I'll be blogging a lot less now. I'll be busy with my studies etc. I'll blog when i have time^^

& do take note that stalking me at my tagboard is so flattering for those who claimed i'm so not nice. Isn't it weird to have someone who hates you that stalks you all the time? well it isn't weird. She/he/NO GENDER/noobass is just insecure and i pity her/him/IT. Come and meet up with me in rl life if you wanted to i'll be glad to give you a signature since you seemed like a dedicated fan after all. & omg you said i'm fat? HAHAHAHA thanks, i've been wanting to get fatter! My friends ROFL

OMG YES I'M FAT RIGHT! HAHAHA ROFL (sorry, dirty mirror). Take care bitch

Haters everywhere we go

2010-12-28T07:55:00.006+08:00

It is so funny bc I don't even know you and it's so obvious that you don't know me either to say such things. Oh honey you didn't even use your real name. FYI, i don't bark unlike you since i'm not a dog. I barely even talk to boys nowadays and you said i seduce guys? HAHAHHAHAHA. fake much, how much are you getting paid for saying such dumb things to me huh? Honey, you ain't worth my time.

On xmas, reika slept over at my place :D

We went to the Penang Festival^^

& to Azha's sister's wedding the next day

we had a lot of fun but we didn't take a lot of photos :(

She went back yesterday. Going back to KL tomorrow at 6pm+. Well not exactly, we'll start the journey at 6pm+,& otw, we'll stop by at Azha's place to pick him up. So i won't be on tmrw. & by 'we' i meant my dad and i. I need to start packing my things now. :/

A joke that cracks a hell out of me

2010-12-23T12:44:00.001+08:00

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Found @ here by her

Some shizzz

2010-12-23T10:20:00.002+08:00

@ weheartit
Sorry for my crazy mood swings i'm okay now i guess. okay so yeah i've changed my blogskin. Gonna change it again soon. The current one is just a temporary skin while i work on my new one. Perhaps and image skin or smth idk yet. I have yet to have any ideas for the upcoming blogskin lol. Well i do actly but only a bit. So see you soon

Smth you should know about me

2010-12-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

whining
Don't call me 'sis' when we hardly even talk to each other ever. Idk whats going on with me these few days, it is either caused by super high sugar level in my blood bc all of the chocolates i have been eating or bc of my menstrual cycle which ends days ago. & i'm sick of this layout. i'm making a new one soon.

Expressions
I don't know where my life is going anymore. I guess i'm having one of those 'road blocks' or 'a bump in the road' or whatever you call it. I just wanna sit back and do nothing but relax. ~perhaps just after I make a new layout/skin for this blog. :/

Happy moments

2010-12-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

this photo was taken during aidiladha eid last month. From left : Irul (18 y/o, nephew), Amera (15 y/o, sister), Danisha (half sister), Azrul (step brother), Amir (nephew), and finally me :D

Dream

2010-12-21T10:07:00.001+08:00

Fairytale

2010-12-21T09:57:00.001+08:00

@ weheartit

i want my own fairytale

hi

2010-12-20T14:04:00.004+08:00

I made a new skin

click here

hi

2010-12-19T15:03:00.001+08:00

I'm back and i'm home alone & well i've updated my portfolio. a simple layout for it.
eh remember that LESS IS MORE :P

3 days off

2010-12-15T13:09:00.002+08:00

well i'm going to Perak today, Kl the next and back here the day after. some photos before i leave.was messing around with the webcam.

with my sister

IM FAT YESSSS. HAHAHA I WISH

my dad joined us AHHAHAHA. with my half sister

Drunk?

2010-12-13T15:49:00.003+08:00

lol jk, i'm so not.
i'm just. so bored again. doing smth. yes yes i'll tell you what it is & let you all see it once it is done!

tag replies
@:D . oh then idk. bc i dont have ps cs5
@guest . it wont be that large, well depending on the size of the image of course.

Hmm. i've been thinking lately. It has always been hard for us to make a decision on smth especially those regarding our life. or Those that might affect it. Everything seems blur to me and I don't know what to do. I just don't.

Bored

2010-12-12T08:44:00.005+08:00

I'm going to penang today. But before i do lemme just post some pictures of me when i was bored last night. was making a lot of faces again. :/

GRRR whatcha lookin' at?

Now you got me all furious!!

Hmmm

Blahh

& then smile

& again

& annoyed

old nanny face

& wtf

& annoyed again

& then i look back at all the pictures and i laughed

I fell

2010-12-11T10:58:00.006+08:00

Hit the edge of my bed. Didn't realize it was this bad until i realized it was swollen

Day 1 :

Day 2 :

It hurts less today. Sorry if the images above gross you out lol i don't see anything gross about it ._. & yes i might be clumsy at times HEHEHEHEHHEHEHE.

While tears running heavily down my cheeks

2010-12-10T04:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes something that seems to be the only one that makes you happy is also the only that can make you terribly upset. Things don't always go the way we want them to, but we can at least give an effort to. Never underestimate one's capability to kindle your precious feelings. Don't either forget one's capability to rekindle them. Don't take what you have for granted, appreciate life with loving friends and family, perhaps panpals too. My life so far could be better. It is literally like a wavy sea with ups and downs. But at some point, some part of the ocean, at some part of the earth, it is beautifully calm as it can be. The world is beautiful, it is definitely wonderful. It just might take time for us to realize that with the heavy waves during the storm. Have faith that eveything will just be fine, that everything will just be perfect. But if it doesn't, you can always hope for the next best thing, and that aint wrong. Victory will be yours someday. Just wait and see

take note!

that there are three of my previous skins available now for download @ my portfolio under designs. Not posted elsewhere. thank you

& oh, i got 3.44. Just 0.06 more to get Deans award. shit T.T

2010-12-09T17:57:00.001+08:00

I'll reply tags later.
& hey! :D
my Portfolio is back up & shit the results are out tmrw >.< fuck scared.

Pisseeedddddd -was

2010-12-06T07:56:00.007+08:00

to actually see this :

click for larger preview
when i turned on my lappy. I regret lending it to you. I reluctantly did but i wont anymore unless i'm forced to by my dad since you are my step mother. It was easy to change it back perhaps in older versions of windows but fuck it, idk how in W7.

Bc there wasn't suppose to be any option to disable/change the start menu & task bar to the classic preview & well there is if you switch it on using safe mode but not in the normal mode. & wtf i thought that i gotta go format this laptop again FKKK.
& i don't fucking care if there is actly the option to change it to classic preview, i'd even ask bill gates to fucking remove the option to.

i tried to google this prob but all i found was how to customize it. Look GOOGLE i'm not that tech-dumb okay. (okay fine that was probably bc i was impatient and only searched 3-4 times & clicked only like 20++ links. OKAY NO I ONLY CLICKED LIKE 2-3 sites since the topics were all the same. && i dont even know what to search for, tried 'change start menu and task bar appearance' and failed)

BUTT! i mean but... in the end, i managed to fix it on my own (after 5 mins with tears almost coming out of my eyes & having the thought of "FUCK MY LAPPY IS SO FUGLY NOW MIGHT AS WELL GET WINDOWS '98 IF THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS NOW"). But the settings has been changed to default.
n now with relief :

Smth

2010-12-05T14:37:00.002+08:00

good news
i'm feeling a lil bit better now. well actually not rly but yes better :) have been playing a lot of games lately. & went to some garden that i once went to again. took a lot of photos. unfortunately i was only in one or two of them bc i was the one taking everyone else's photos. lol. i'll upload them later when i'm not rly lazy to do so. k that is it for now i cant stop sneezing

I'm sorry

2010-12-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling very well today. See you soon

Image based borders?

2010-11-30T12:13:00.005+08:00

Well idk exactly how to do an image based borders but this method will sure make it look like the borders are image based. just tweak the css/html xD eg.:

i used the image below as the border's image base

so the codes :

the codes above is only for a selected image. it means if you want to make it the same for all images in your site, edit the css instead and the codes are as below:

this is not recommended for beginners

to change the width of the borders just change the 10px in the codes to a larger number.

the solid states the style of the border. but since the color of our border used in the image above is transparent, then it can't be seen.

just change the image url for the background-image with the image url you wanna use as the border's image base. & then you're done.

you can google for more info. Credits to Reviviscent for the icon and 5 points apart for the base image. you can press ctrl+c after selecting the text you wanna copy from the textareas (since i've disabled right click)

smile

2010-11-29T11:24:00.004+08:00

messy
yes my room is kinda messy nowadays since my sisters crashed over lol. & oh dirty mirror. last night went for a family dinner of course with my family :3 it was fun. eased up my mood a lot.

Image text

2010-11-27T12:57:00.007+08:00

tut on how to do image text. requested by Karise :) I use Adobe photoshop CS4 for this. i guess any Adobe PS CS and above can use this method.
eg:

1. Open your base image (the image you wanna use as the text's background)
2. On the left tools bar, search for the "T" button and right-click it. Hence, click Horizontal/vertical type mask tool
3. Click anywhere on the base image and type the text you wanna use.
4. When you're done with the text, you can move it around by dragging it. & when you're satisfied, click any layer under the layers tab at bottom right
5. Now all you have to do is click ctrl+c or ctrl+x or you can do it manually by clicking copy/cut under the edit tab at the top menu bar.
6. Click ctrl+n or new under file tab at the top menu bar. the height and width has automatically been set up to fit the text's width and height. Change the background to transparent.
7. On the new empty image, click ctrl+v or manually paste it.
8. Save it in PNG format & you're done :D

Credits : base image used above : here
Hope this helps :)

Ultimate tag reply

2010-11-27T09:40:00.003+08:00

tag reply for
@hamba allah

daripada kau sibuk nak ceramah aku kat sini, lebih baik ko ceramah budak2 lain yang berpakaian macam aku malah yang berpakaian lebih teruk lagi dari aku. ya mmg aku berpakaian bergini tapi di rumah jak. ya memang bapak aku nmpk and memang bapak aku tau aku memang gini and BAPAK AKU CAKAP tidak apa sebab pakai di rumah sahaja. kalau aku keluar sekalipun, aku pakai singlet dengan jacket/cardigan lah bodoh.

translation : rather than lecturing me here, you'd better do so to other kids at the mall who wears similar as i do & to those who wears even more revealing clothing than i do. yes my dad does see me in these clothing and yes my dad do know i'm like this and MY DAD SAID that it is okay bc i wear like so only at home. If i ever go out, i'll wear it with jacket/cardigan you dummy

IDK if you r that religious or just plain annoying, but you can't expect everyone to be who you want them to be. Each individual is raised differently. I'm the eldest sister yet my biological youngest sister is the only one who wears tudung. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH IN MY LIFE SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. Everyone has complications and only god is perfect. You yourself ain't perfect, who are you to judge others?

i'm not mad but i honestly pity you for your idiotism. if your main purpose is only to comment on my clothing/apparel and to improve on it, i'm okay with it, it is the way you commented on it. Next time, better be no next times for you

You are still the same

2010-11-26T10:58:00.003+08:00

what can i say, what i love the most about my MAT133 class is proving the equation using angle's identities. the one in the pic above is an easy one.

the thing is
this post aint about that. this post is about me being annoyed again. i'm already annoyed and that "special" person pushes me to the limit. FUCK YOU. you're still the same. When will you learn to get your own sense of originality? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

8D

2010-11-25T13:18:00.003+08:00

LOL got nth to do. well actly i do. was just having fun with my sister's sunglasses :P its another hot day. D: image's lighting was edited. hair was tied, rly messy. :S

Pictures!

2010-11-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

Well currently multitasking as i search for materials for a new batch @reviviscent. here are some photos :P i got a lil bit tanned :S my sisters said so too.

yes yes so tanned up & such innocent face lol

i know weird

smillleeee, fake one yes? no?

i look like a kid right right?

whooops blur

idk what u think but i think i look more matured in this photo than in the above LOL XD a lil bit retarded too LOL
suddenly like my cam phone :)

Tadaaa :D

2010-11-23T00:29:00.005+08:00

After such a really long period of disappearing from the blogger world, i've changed my blogskin :D it isn't navigational this time. planned to do so at first but blah, changed my mind at the last minute. Now i got 2 blogskins not posted anywhere. Blogskins is getting more boring and dull as time passes by so i might just drop by to see others' contributions instead of contributing my skin.

removed the song i've previously put up & i might not put any for the time being. comments section will be put back up soon for the posts to be individually commented on. & if you haven't notice, my nuffnang had been removed a long time ago. it kinda makes the skin rly ugleh with an ad n everything ya know? && i lost a few links since idk your new link && do tag n tell me to link you back >.< sorry & oh actly wanted to do an image skin but hey what do ya know! all my brushes that i've taken hours probably days to search n download are gone. grats ami, grats. -.-" *sigh*

Life
well with my life lately, kinda sad. well not really sad though just a lil part of it. The results for my finals are coming out soon (10th of dec) so yeah kinda scared. Probably gonna get a part time job so i'm not rly sure if imma manage to update as often as before i went into college. I just wonder how everyone is doing. I'd never forget my friends. YOU! so i just wonder about you guys. weird eh? okok paiseh.
That is it for now imma get back to sleep. Good night / morning everyone.

Tag replies :( (late)

2010-11-22T19:05:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being late and sorry for having a slow connection so i'll reply the tags here since it takes me 12345678909876543223456789 hours to load everyone's page D:

REPLIES:

Mauditha: hey nice blog! btw, thanks for the tutorial
hey thanks n welcome! :D

rasyi: blogwalking! nice blog
thank you! :D

scha: blogwalking
ty :D

reena: heyy ~ tag<:
thanks for tagging bby

Janani.: AMI!! <3 So long no talk. imy. How's college?
college was fine thanks for asking :D

syeraRAWRR: walkingg
ty ty

wannurzulaikha: hai, i've use your blog skin. it was awesome! but can i asked you how you put the follow blog button
1st find your blog id and just replace the follow code. err i'll post up the tut later kk :D

Huiyin: Hi just a passerby how did u make ur marquee?
just add behavior="alternate" to the marquee code

susan: love your tut
ty! i'll make some more soon :D

Nicole: Hello ami! <3
gosh hey bby! i miss you! :(

Sher Rhie: Hello tagging!
thanks for tagging dear ;)

khel: visit my blog... and i would like ti link ppl and linked
connection prob sorry

kibumie: cool blog
thanks! :D

amalia: awww , your blogskin is beutiful
thanks dear :D

pinky bunny: hi!
thank you^^

Sheng: was here :>
ok you were x)

Xuewen! ^∀^: Pretty ! Tagggg! (:
you're prettier :D

Reena: heyy ! its been a long time ~ (: ... relink me okayy ? ...
i will k? :)

Charmaine: Hey bby! Relink please? *I was from bobis-hot.bs, btw.
k bby :)

mary: hey ami, can u teach me how to create the font at photoshop? i cant make it for some way
i posted a tut on it

Anna May: :} passing by bby! <3
thnks bby

Yuki: and imyt !
Yuki: hey gorgeous, relink http://kiryuuz-ero.blogspot.com/
k bby

peiwei: heyhey:) passing by.. love the tutorial page
thanks :D

vyy: haha
vyy: like ur blogger babe
vyy: heyy , walking
thanks

Mia: I live near there . ahaha.
Mia: Sorry, error. Ami! u're in unikop in KL (taman koperasi polis) right ?
Mia: Ami! you're in u
oh yes my college is near there but in tmn koperasi polis fasa 2 not the first fasa.

Xinyi.C: Hey babe!
hey! :D

LyLy: Hello....Can you taech me how to edit your blog??
sorry no time :S googling will help a lot though

el69ine: I MISS YOU TOO! I'm having my finals atm! Come back soon and good luck! <3
thanks bby

Ramdhan: Hey ami! all the best for your finals! pass with flying colours aite? ^ ^
thanks ramdhan sorry for the late reply D:

D: the name's hadira
D: heeee , hye
oh hye :D

Joey: Hello! Visiting ;D
thanks for the visit :D

JingwenLatimer's: Hi ami! You nv link me ):
sorry was busy :(

olen: blogwalking! : )
ty

sonia♥: linkme!
sonia♥: hyee..passing bye(:
will do

itsmemari: heyyy...can i add u to my affiliates? LOVE.LOVE.LOVE the blog. kthnx *justbeingmari.blogspot.com ..l
will do :D

Meg: hey! i was on blogskin & i think ur skins r gr8. =) and u look like vanessa hudgens lol
lol i rarely get that one haha no i don't. but thanks :D

Chaeul: Wow. Your layout is so kewl. You made this? :O
yup thanks :D

Gaby: Linked you babe . Link me back ah
will do

sorry if i left out some tags idk which i hv replied to or those i haven't (actly i know i left out - a lot x()

YES!

2010-11-16T10:57:00.002+08:00

i'm back people^^
i'll reply to the tags soon enough. n imma be updating more frequently :D
as you can see, i'm currently tired

NTH

2010-10-31T14:10:00.002+08:00

wtf?
Needed somewhere to express these feelings. Nowadays i see a lot of violence done to not only animals but human beings as well. What has the world turned into? I just can't understand all this. I just don't think this world is gonna last that long anymore.

you know wut?
& ohh god i'm one of those girls who gets so envious of such small things. even so i don't show that i am envy of such things. i'd try my best not to do anything that would indicate that i'm jealous or nything. lol. gaahh.. i hate it.

this post doesn't mean that imma be more active here soon. LOL i gotta go back to study. still here with my finals. imma be done with it by 11th of nov. see you guys afterwards :) or by 16th of Nov. i'm not promising anything so yeah, things might just change or get cancelled at the very last minute right.

SORRY

2010-10-19T14:28:00.003+08:00

sorry
i cant keep up with this.

seriously MIA

2010-10-12T12:45:00.005+08:00

i'm seriously sorry for MIA for so so so so long. yes i miss you guys, elaine, anna, charm, pui ling, yuki and all other blogger friends!
My finals are coming so i gotta study study study and study, and i rarely go online now. Imma reply all the tags a.s.a.p. but i wont be able to when i'm blogging via phone bc it'll cost me extra X.X

okay so from this day onwards when imma post at least once per 2/3 days about 1 or a few random things about me.

Post 1:
Did you noticed that i have dark brown hair? Well i do.

Can you please..

2010-09-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

just talk to me face to face instead of posting it somewhere else making it look like a general statement or smth.

pssst

2010-09-25T18:51:00.003+08:00

i am pissed. pissed. D: i wont lend any of my stuff to you again >:( blogging from my phone. days i didn't went online in fb. how is it actly? ._. there is this common problem in colleges n unis here about water problem. -.-" and i hate it.

I FUCKING HATE YOU

2010-09-23T10:22:00.002+08:00

so i went online only here on blogger. i was about to study but somehow my instincts told me to check my tagboard. read a girl named liyana asked for the older and newer posts codes. when i went to her blog, i was effin' annoyed and kinda pissed.

what is the use of copying my blogpost including the image and edit it afterward?

it shouldn't be such a matter for me but i just couldn't understand people like you. you are only 14. yes, bloody 14.

you even copied my previous profile info and edited it

if you keep on doing this you wont have a bloody nice future you bloody little midget. get a real fucking life instead of a fake one. excluding your blogskin by anna, your blog is lame. the skin helps to ease the raging anger of mine towards you for not removing the creds, but still, i fucking hate you - and people like you.

YES! FINALLY!

2010-09-22T10:25:00.004+08:00

finally i'm almost sick-free. it means that i'm getting better^^ i didn't went online at all yesterday and the day before since i was really sick. but now i'm getting better already^^ but gosh i am busier than ever. a lot of things that need to be done :S and so lazy to do any of them HAHAHAHA.

i need to go out this weekend perhaps to ease the pressure.

okay i got bio class in 20 mins so i better go and get ready^^

news!

2010-09-17T11:16:00.004+08:00

so which one do you wanna hear first? lemme just start with the good news :D
good news!

i got new specs to replace the prev one that got fucked up xD
i also replied all tags :D :D
and look! new photos^^

bad news!

i am sick and today is the third or forth day of being sick. and i hate iiittttt!
i also got a lot of things to do eg. assignments, batches for rvvs, ~~a new skin for my blog~~ and etc. grrr.
and i used up the money i got from eid celebration HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WAS FAST. so now i'm kinda broke.

this year's eid sucks

2010-09-04T22:18:00.004+08:00

every plan i have planned, FAILED.
FAILED!!!!!!!

i wanted to go back to labuan, my lovely hometown. eat my mom's homemade cakes -> FAILED. FUCKING FAILED.
reason? my dad took such a long time to book a ticket until it is too expensive -.-

so then okay i'm going back to kedah instead. planned to go with Ad and yes. FUCKING FAILED FAILED FAILED. reason? bc my step mom wanna fetch me instead to hold my baby bro otw back to Kedah. She was in Muar.

so okay planned to eat kuih raya la bodohhhh. but... YES FUCKING FAILED AGAIN. there is none here. okay NONE.

and i kept getting those obnoxious headaches

THIS AINT EID. THIS AINT RAYA. It aint even a bloody holiday with those assignments undone.

and sorry for unreplied tags. sorry! will reply once i got my mood back

:D

2010-08-29T12:20:00.004+08:00

Last week's photo. LOL. i just woke up people! and yesterday was fun, really fun. Despite the fact that i still have a lot of assignments undone. LOL. & when i was at the mall, somehow i got an inspiration on the next future blog layout/skin. :D :D
Some plans for the holidays kept getting canceled. but oh well, life must go on. & some latest photos: :D

Birthday!

2010-08-21T12:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday and thanks a lot for those who wished me a happy one! And the hamster above is given by Azha :D

College

2010-08-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

I have quizzes and tests every week. Yes! every week for every month except for holidays - duh. I have a lot of replacement classes for these few weeks for the week before the actual holiday week -if you understand what I actually mean. I haven't even done my CTU assignment which is due next Friday. So many things to do, so little time to do 'em. & my life seems so stressful lately but hmm I don't really show that I'm under pressure. But actually yes, i am!

It is not a secret that I hate my life. The thing is, no one notices.

The "BEST" part of it all is that i'm not going back to my hometown, i think i've posted about this before but yeah. HELL NO. i miss my beloved sisters :( and yeah yeah my mom too :S.

2010-08-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

Fasting month has come and my obsession for gladiator's heels are driving my atm card nuts. suckish noobs can't suck up and mind their own business while others are, well, just fine. & oh god do i miss you bloggers!

agitated

2010-08-09T13:05:00.002+08:00

crap! i wont be getting home this eid. WHAT THE FUCK MAN! + i fought with my mom. THIS IS EFFIN' BULLCRAP.

:S

2010-08-07T18:26:00.001+08:00

Everything is going wrong but only one of those things are going oh so smoothly, and so i kept on moving.

a guy? :O

2010-08-03T13:22:00.001+08:00

shemale?
LOL WTH MAN. grow some balls and get things straightened out. Get a life

shit

2010-08-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

you + your bullshit = uttermost crap
you're such full of crap.
and i'm pissed at you for being such a coward not to say what you have said at my formspring account, - face to face.

gedik?
-as far as i know i tried to be as quiet and nerdish as i possibly can. but i'm still loud with my close friends. and if you think that as gedik then idfc. i bet you r loud around your close friends too, or better yet you only know how to gossip and mock other ppl right?

bajet cun?
-look i don't even wear much makeup to class except for eyeliner and mascara. in which i only wear such thin liquid eyeliner. nth else. and they you are saying i "bajet cun"? (It means to act like you're so beautiful. or tries so hard to be so.)
well fyi i'm not -.-" i'm just trying to look neat lah stupid :D

kacau pakwe orang?
-hello, i don't have time to flirt with boys stupid. and you said that i'm flirting with someone who is already taken? stfu bc i didn't.

MY FIRST HATER IN MY COLLEGE :D GRATS TO ME

2010-07-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

haters will hate
:D long story short, college is kinda boring and somewhat stressing and eating most of my money and making ask for it somemore from my parents which made me felt really guilty for asking em so much and i've tried saving etc bla bla bla. okay.
so about the topic, you guys alr know that i've been really busy until i didn't update my blog for a long long time and i haven't change its skin for a long long time too :( i'm sorry guys i'm really busy with a lot of quizzes and tests. :( and of course assignment shits.. and once i checked my formspring.me account, i got one of the most annoying and kinda not that shocking question :

"asal ko gedik semcam haa?ko ingat unikop uh lim kok wing ape?"

HAHAHAH. my step mom warned me about "haters" like this. jealous haters :D or those who are just scared like shit to say it face to face. aw c'mon, everyone kinda likes me. LOL. at least those who i always says hi to and etc :D and i'm kinda quiet to the others then somewhat suddenly i got that question walao.
btw it meant something like

"eh why r u somewhat bitchy, do you think that UNIKOP is like LIM KOK WING?"

both unikop and lim kok wing are colleges in malaysia ok but since unikop is under UITM and its half government and half private so its rules arent as tight as UITM's but not that few like full private colleges. -.-" so then i think whoever wrote that question above is saying about the way i dress up or smth, kinda against the rules a bit xD but only at night -.-" when i wanna buy some food from some restaurants in front of our hostel what. n then someone already started saying stuff liddat. if you're having too much free time to even talk about me i suggest you to meet me face to face and tell me what you're thinking instead of only posting the question at my formpspring page :D unless you're scared like shit or either you're the "very nice at the outside and very ugly in the inside" kinda person. BOO YOU.

i'm not really affected by this question, as a matter of fact, i've been warned long ago before i get into this college that some people might say like this bc i hv a kinda open style and bla bla bla. so i actly got myself prepared. i don't actly know that it only takes like a month for someone like what my stepmom mentioned to really appears you know? lol

no wonder most of my seniors said, be carefull with students here, some are friendly and nice, and some has ditch mouths. LOL

and guess what? Our seniors said that most of our batch's students look matured. LOL. and some even said that our batch's boys aren't rlly that friendly with seniors idk y. and some of my friends and some of the stories that i heard, some female seniors cant really get along with us juniors. :O

back

2010-07-19T16:06:00.003+08:00

i'm back here instead. i'm gonna put my tagboard back up. meanwhile you can check back at my other website which is now gonna be something else. lol. i actually do not know what to do with it, its kinda hard to keep up with both sites. T.T

college update :D

2010-07-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

awesome week
yes it was an awesome week okay :D but exhausting as well and i've been really busy since i'm the co-female-president lol. i gotta leat the pledge for the closing ceremony. i was kinda nervous and scared if my voice got spoiled or smth lol but everything went well. :D ah so many to tell but sorry i didn't take much photos since i didn't bring my charger along. so my phone was at low battery life most of the time since i only get to charge it using the laptop via usb-cable for a while only. T.T
and then our facilitators were awesome too. Too much to tell too little time, actually just literally too much to tell until i can't even think where to start at.
opinion
and i need your opinion about making this site private or not, or just giveaway the password to those who actually tried. anyone?

announcement :D

2010-06-25T10:10:00.002+08:00

requests
requests are open, you can request for reasonable tutorials / banner / typography etc. Blog Layouts (blogskins) are excluded though. :)
Submit your requests via formspring box provided on the right.
Please provide your website/blog url and your real name.

Hello

2010-06-25T09:52:00.004+08:00

alive
i've decided to keep this blog alive for tutorials. (or for now) So for the latest request. an easy fixed position of the music player or any object / text etc.

the code above will make your content fixed on the top right hand side of your blog/website/etc. if you want to place it on the bottom, simply replace "top" with "bottom" (without the quotes sign). to place it on the left, remove the "right:0px;" code.

the code "top:0px;" simply defines the length in pixels from the top, so if you change it to "10px" your content would be 10px from the top. same goes for the "right", "left", & "bottom" (right - length of pixels from the right etc.)

any questions just comment this post and ask. okay bye