This post aint actually about stupidity. Just wanted to set the title with it. Sometimes, and most of the time something or mostly everything will go wrong. Nothing is perfect. Even such inventions don't have entirely 100% effeciency. Hm. People say it is not called life if everything went the way you want it to be, they say love does not exist without pain, & they also say to just live your life n seize the opportunities you have.

I would prefer to have a perfect happy life no matter what people say. I know that might be mission super impossible but what the heck. At least if i tried i might get myself ssuuupppeeerrr lucky! Pffft as if that is gonna be true -.-"

I make mistakes too. I'm human, I dont do glitches but yes i do make mistakes. Life is short. Yes people you should enjoy life while you're still living, breathing n moving. Live your life moderately, perhaps a lil bit more at times, perhaps a lil bit less.

I'm learning from my mistakes. We wont stop learning till the very last moment of our lives. We will make mistakes to the very end. Just be smart enough not to repeat the same mistakes twice or more.

Idk what the hell am i mumbling about. Idk. I miss my family. I miss the moments where my family and I last celebrated Eid togther. You know back when i was 8 y/o, everything was super fine, i didnt know much back then but it seemed to be better than of now at times. You know when you were 8 all u know is a happy world filled with endless happy colorful pretty cute things

I'm just feeling super down today. & i hate the fact that when i think im getting myself closer to god but then somehow something bad seemed to happen n then i kinda think it is a test from god which makes me just wanna be invinsible by not getting myself closer neither farther from Him. - just bc i hate the "tests" He gave me? Wtf i know this sounds wrong but im not strong enough to deal with such Tests oh god.